www.withinaheartbeat.tumblr.com

Promises are promises.

For all those things I wish that I could say. This will have to do.

Good news for people who love bad news

I'm kinda really blogging for the sake of blogging cause I don't really have anything better to do! Teehee.

Well, life has been pretty much normal, with it's usual ups and downs. I don't know if it's a good or bad thing, but I'm pretty numb to a lot of things right now. Okay I take that back, it's actually a good thing! I guess it's because it sucks to be so emotional all the time, even over the slightest thing.

So yep! I'm in that carefree mood today where nothing pretty much matters! The biggest concern on my mind right now is taking the drinks out of the freezer in case I forget and it freezes up. (Which I hate) Actually its kinda my fault as I can never have the patience to leave it in the normal fridge compartment. I don't know, it seems to take FOREVER to chill.

Probably the only other thing on my mind right now is me wanting to remember to send an SMS at 01:15, quarter AFTER one, not BEFORE, so if I forget, I'm terribly sorry. Haha!

Okay! I can actually start to feel the emotional-ness coming back to me haha, so I'll end this blog post fast!

Like right here!

If we cry because the sun has gone out in our lives, our tears prevent us from seeing the stars

Broken

This is goodbye, this is the end.

To me, you're Perfect.

Okay, projects are finally starting to pile up. Especially my integrated project which is basically one long ass presentation upon 400 marks, consisting of 4 module presentations presented as one huge-mutated-butt-ugly-rabbit.

As I chuckle slightly at my wit for making that word up above, I suddenly realize again why I'm blogging, and return to my kinda sorta moapy 3am state. What kind of loser takes a nap at 8 sets an alarm at 10, and wakes up at 3. It happens, you may think. But not like this, where you have the wrong intentions or expectations for it to follow. I feel really stupid right about now. But I really only have myself to blame.

Okay assumptions are bad.

I have a basic theory test later (wanted to type tomorrow and I looked at the time again, ugh), I feel rather confident as the questions seem rather self explanatory so far.. and well girls have passed it. O-kay.

The past few days have shown and kinda reinforced whatever I've been feeling. Although not too cheery-ish. I don't know what sucks more.

I know what I have to do.

And yes, people I realized my blog does look very emo with my posts, but that's because I only blog when I feel that way, and when I want to express whatever shit's on my mind. Which is actually a good thing in a sense, since I blog so little, doesn't that mean I'm only upset for like once or twice in a month?

Aiya whatever, this post is stupid.

I'm a hypocrite.

Whatever la, i give up.
Reality is a bitch.

They don't speak as loud as my heart

I walked a mile with Pleasure;
She chatted all the way;
But left me none the wiser
For all she had to say.

I walked a mile with Sorrow,
And ne’er a word said she;
But, oh! The things I learned from her,
When sorrow walked with me.

This has been a rather busy week for me, reports sales interviews, data gathering, surveys, and the likes. I got a couple of tests next week which is kinda annoying I guess.

I'm in that mood right now again because I'm listening to The Scientist, not by Coldplay, but by All Angels, I'm usually not a great big fan of anyone else playing covering Coldplay songs, besides me of course :p But still, this is really good stuff, I've never heard harmonization like that, damn near perfection I'd say.

I finally went with Keren to The Little Drom Shop that she wanted to visit so much, it's dream in Swedish if I'm not wrong. It's really vintage, and yet really cozy! I really want my home to be something like that next time. :) I managed to find really awesome postcards there! And I picked out one. I think it looks really awesome, but then again I'm too bias.

I also finally ate Wendy's with Pervie the other day, we're like burger hunters or something. Going around Singapore to find the best burgers! Yum. It's been like what, Everything With Fries, Hand Burger, Wendy's, next up is Burger Bench/Shack. :)

CHOP today was interesting, it was my first time attending it. I found out it was Alicia's first time too! Was kinda fun I guess, us praying for all those stuff on the list. I think that 30 minutes was probably more time I've spent praying than the entire week, which isn't all that great I guess.

Off to do lesson plan! or not.

And I realized I've been going out a lot recently, but the rain kinda kills it. Ruins my chance to wear my new Aviators. 8-D