Monday, March 8, 2010

Head vs Heart

Can this be? Two blog posts in the very same month? Can hamsters one day rise up against humanity and enslave us all? Is there hope for mankind?

Well,the answer is yes. (To blogging)

So I realised my last post was kinda bleh,and I did write it in a bleh state. Things have kinda picked up I guess,sorta.

Today I was supposed to go back to doing Data Entry for my job,however as I arrived at the nail outlet in a late timely fashion I realised that the new staff that was supposed to be there as my boss had said wasn't there at all. So i had the oh shit feeling already, but as I placed my bag down and stoned at the bar counter for awhile eating the Rock Candy I bought yesterday (omg i love rock candy), I realised something was amiss. I didn't get nagged at for being late. My branch manager isnt in! And I guess another good aspect of my job is that I don't have a time card to clock in or out so technically on paper, i'm invisible.

Anyway, this post shows how productive/demanding my job actually is. I've barely been in for an hour and I already started blogging.

There's been alot of stuff going on within cell lately,and everyone has their fair share of problems.

Anyway, I guess the main point about this post is mainly Head vs Heart.

I'm sure most people have experienced this dillema or situation they're in when they have to choose either following their head, or heart. You feel so attracted to that person that you're willing to look past all their little flaws. But ironically as time goes by you realise that it's all the little flaws that actually makes you attracted to them for who they really are. If you can't accept them at their worst, why should you even expect them at their best?

That's where head comes in, albeit a little too late. You start reasoning and rationalizing with yourself how you're not compatible with that individual, how you're worlds apart and how different you guys actually are.

Most people say forget what the head says and just follow your heart. I would say I used to be a stern believer in this and kinda like a hopeless romantic in a sad sort of way.

Well,obviously it hasnt really been working out for me. So maybe it's time I give my head a chance.

I don't think my thoughts are properly constructed today. I'm abit tired and distracted by a super loud speak next to me blasting channel news asia.

1 comments:

HG. said...

Hi Leroy, dontch worry k? I'm going through the same stuff as well, hoho. Head vs Heart indeed heh. You're not alone, I'll stand by you,keep holding on, cause I see your true colors LOLOLOLOL. (Y)