Maybe this time.

I just wanna scream out everything that I'm feeling.

Empty.
Frustrated.
Anxious.
Worried.
Scared.
Tired.
Longing.
Insecure.
Emotional.

Yet at the same time

Thankful.
Grateful.
Indebted.
Relieved.
Hopeful.

I guess missing someone could turn from pain into pleasure if you knew the person was missing you too.