What can't but should be

Making the right decision isn't always that clear-cut and straight forward you'd thought it'll be.

But that's the beauty of it isn't it, you'll never know my true feelings right there and then, you'll never know my true intentions and whatever I say or do will be my little masquerade, my little silent victory, my little sacrifice.

Was it worth it? You bet it is.

I'm sure it isn't easy dealing with people like me. Especially when you're not really obliged to.

So if it ever gets too much one day like the way you described it, just say those words and I'll fade away.


"Maybe I love you
Maybe I just like the sound
If you disappear
You’ll still hear when my heart hits the ground

We’ll never know what it’s like to be free
How do you sow what can’t but should be

There’s no explanation there’s only what we cannot change
So we’ll leave how we met, with nothing the same"


On a side note, Slap Bets are up. 20th December 2010, here I come.